I know what it feels like to nearly commit suicide.
I nearly did one week ago, before I was going up to visit my best friend in another state. I realised before I took the next pill that She was gonna miss me, I hadn’t seen her for nearly two months and I was gonna just up and leave her with out so much as a bye. Because well I hadn’t heard from her in a week. Even though it may not seem that important. She’s the one keeping me here. My anchor to this world because she makes me forget the pain.
So if she’s reading this don’t be angry at me. Give me a hug because I probably need it. But just be thankful I thought of you before I swallowed all those pills.
You are my saviour. Thank you for being there. I’m sorry I was gonna end our never ending friendship.